All For The Affair I Never Had Poem

 

All For The Affair I Never Had 

Out of fear of keeping me 

you lost sense of reality, 

you allowed your mind to wonder 

thinking I'd absconder, 

you thought I'd move onto another  

making any man my lover? 

Believing that my sexual need 

allowed any man to seed 

upon me and who I am 

you never truly gave a dam, 

who the hell are you to judge 

and my reputation smudge, 

you're the man that made me weep 

leaving scars upon me deep, 

your tongue lashes me with scorn 

you left me f*cked up and forlorn, 

you broke my heart and made me sad 

all for the affair I never had. 

By Toni Cairns.